Irritated is an understatement. I wish I had a punching bag and boxing gloves because this internal rage is eating me up on the inside. Every comment or look with even the most subtle amount of attitude makes me so incredibly…beyond angry. To add to all this frustration, I’m moving and it’s the worst. I can’t. I can’t deal with anyone or anything. It’s all working my nerves to the limit and I can tell this upcoming period is gonna be serious if I’m already at this level. I need everyone to back off, I need space, and I need a vacation that I can’t have. I need to be left alone until the storm is over and my period has come and gone and this state of mind I’m in can clear itself away. I need to be left alone. Everyone needs to stop speaking to me and leave me alone. I think it’s for the best for anyone who might/will unintentionally get in my way and for myself. It’s not too much to ask.
UM…DROP EVERYTHING YOU’RE DOING RIGHT NOW AND LISTEN TO THIS! “Of course sh*t goes down when there’s a billion dollars on an elevator” YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!
That is what So You Think You Can Dance has taught me, and it’s not a sad truth, devastating songs just make the most beautiful stories through dance. Also…I’ve been watching a lot of old auditions on youtube hahaha