IT WAS SO GOOD OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!!!!!! THE WAY IT ENDED!!! I CAN’T WITH THE ENDING (I didn’t read the 2nd book so I had no idea what to expect)!!!!!! If you guys haven’t seen it yet, go see it!
A lot of my close friends aren’t around anymore or close enough to hang out with on a regular basis. But that doesn’t bother me as much as when I tell a regular friend about my predicament and they say, ” you can always hang out with me, because we’re friends.”
No. Liar. Not true.
Because even though they say “you have us, we should hang out, you can always call us”…when I see pictures of birthday gatherings and the pictures you all took to capture the moment, I’m not in them because you didn’t think to invite me. You say we’re friends and I can call whenever but you never actually remember that me, your “friend,” could have also been invited to hang out with “our group of friends.”
You don’t remember I exist until you see me so please stop pretending you want to hang out whenever. We are friends, but we’re not close friends. We are surface level which is why I was the one being real when I said, “I can’t just call and bother you,” because you’d never call me in the first place.
So please, stop saying that I can rely on you. I know who my close friends are. They’re the ones that I come in mind for when they want to hang out and actually contact me because I actually exist in their minds even if they haven’t seen me for a while. Don’t try to give me a sense of hope that you mean it when pretend we’re closer then you really mean. Because I’m not up for the disappointment of Facebook photos when I’m not sitting next to you all. I don’t have time for it. I was being real when I said I wouldn’t bother you, so please stop offering your friendship when it all comes down to pity because I’m better off with my solitude then with your empty offers thank you very much.